and you know it
maybe im too scared to tell you
what im really thinking
its not fair to stay together
because of regrets we might have
i dont want to fall asleep alone
but do i want to wake up with you
im only trying to be completely honest
okay so today sucked majorly. i woke up happy as could be but then the parentals
called me downstairs just to yell at me. so that put me in a bad mood. i tried to get
away from them and said that i was in a good mood and i should go before i was in
a bad mood and they wouldnt let me go. they just told me to sit down and yelled even
more. so i sat for an hour or two just.. there... zoning out. went to church. larry told
me to go to church tonight too so of course, being my mothers best friends husband
and leader of the whole teen church group thing, i listened to him and went. it was
boring like whoa. hmm guna go. im feeling creative.